明明我唔知聽日事，點解唔focus喺今日先？
I’m focusing on the things I do right now because winning is just an effect of my work that I’m doing every minute.
— Iga Świątek
然今年大部分時間冇得打網球，但係當然有睇法網，成個比賽最深刻嘅quote係上面依句。Winning is just an effect。
成日都講goal setting，最鍾意問你覺得5年後你會喺邊，講好多future，但係當下要點做呢？
有時又會跌落一個誤區，用present去想像自己嘅future。點解唔係去諗吓你想要咩future，然後就努力改變你嘅present，令到你可以achieve到想要嘅future？
人又好鍾意想當年，hindsight或者會畀到insight你，但用今日嘅自己去judge舊日嘅決定，fair唔fair先？
話說今年有機會可以重新做一個student，不過最後都係turn down咗offer。我以為係我驚future，但其實最大嘅obstacle我嘅past。老老豆豆，好似undergrad咁再嚟多一鑊點算？
Future係要思考嘅，past亦係要消化嘅，但present先係最應該著眼嘅。點解我去旅遊嘅時候好享受wandering，但係人生就唔容許自己wander？其實destination真係好重要，定係我enjoy當下每一步就足夠？
Destination is just an effect of walking the steps I’m taking every minute。
又正如我去到Nashville都覺得死在那裏也不錯，與其係喺度糾結究竟下一站係啱定錯，不如去做多啲我enjoy嘅嘢。唔經歷trial，又點知係error？(ICYMI，最尾嗰句係rhetorical，人生都有好多life or death situations唔適合用trial and error依個方法去試，例如吸毒同生仔。)
突然諗起Dumbledore同哈利仔講：「Don’t pity the dead. Pity the living.」人生有時都幾難。
